Day 18:
Today was a good but long day. I had a late night with cleaning my room, which took two hours, but at least I can say that my room is clean. I am pretty happy and stoked that I can sleep in my bed with nothing else but my sheets and pillows, and yes you can see my floor. I found so much stuff that I thought was lost, a watch my dad gave me for Christmas, and some CDs and tons of books.
Today I took a stand. I had two good talks with two of my friends. I got things out in the open, hopefully now the healing process will start with one friend. The other was just really good to catch up, and get on the same page about how the ministry probably isn't the right place for me anymore. I have no regrets and I am glad that he understands where I am coming from. I feel good about my decision and I believe that God is helping me transition out of this ministry and get fed spiritually elsewhere. I am so excited that there are no hard feelings.
Today I also just couldn't study, after the two talks my mind set just wasn't in a good place and I waved the white flag early. However I did get a couple pages read and highlighted, so still some progress despite the delay.
Then I got dinner with a friend, started watching A Dolphin Tale, and then went to Meijer's to return pop cans. It was fun, we got done in record time to get home and watch the rest of A Dolphin Tale. Such a great movie, so inspiring. (You should watch it.) (NOW!)
Now I am just sitting at my friend's house reflecting on my day and how great God has been today.
Lord,
I praise you for this day. I praise for shining the sun outside. It was such a nice surprise as I tried to study today. Thank you again for blessing me with some really great friends. They really are amazing. Thank you for giving me the words to say today and always being there when I am nervous or scared. I love you Lord with all my heart, mind, and soul. I pray for the health of my friends and safe travels for those going on the women's retreat this weekend. I pray all these things in your name.
Amen.
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