Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Reflections


I have been out of my internship since September 30th 2011, let me tell you I have learned a lot.

As someone who analyzes everything they do, I am still processing the last few months. But this is what I do know, I am not the same person I was three months ago.  The first week was horrible. I believe in this truth that God wouldn’t give me something, I couldn’t handle right? I remember that first day so well or more like the after effects. My friend sent me this wonderful text of her just getting engaged. Deep down I was so happy, but so sad at the same time. I called her back and started to cry. I felt so bad for feeling that I ruined this wonderful news call and making it seem about me. I was without internet and no tv, no way to communicate with my friends. That first Sunday and Monday was super hard, because I had nothing to do and felt so alone. The first week was so overwhelming, learning all new things and being away from family and friends.  That night I texted a good friend and he replied ten minutes later with some encouraging verses.

1 Corinthians 1:3-7 “Grace and peace to you from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ. I always thank my God for you because of his grace given you in Christ Jesus.  For in him you have been enriched in every way—with all kinds of speech and with all knowledge— God thus confirming our testimony about Christ among you. Therefore you do not lack any spiritual gift as you eagerly wait for our Lord Jesus Christ to be revealed.”

Those verses were exactly what I needed to hear or read at that moment.

The next few weeks were good and I enjoyed learning under my new supervisors. I even met some really great physical therapists. I started connecting with my patients.  What an amazing feeling!

I started to get comfortable.  Yet I still was reserved and I missed my friends a lot. I also figured out working 7 days in a row, was almost too much and I didn’t like working the weekends.  Glad I only had to do two weekends the whole three months I was there. I was also thankful for the opportunity to go to Ecuador because I truly believe it helped train me for the long hours that my job required.

Midterm-6 weeks in and 6 weeks left…
What a feeling! I passed my midterm and well God was there every step of the way. That was the amazing part. Even though it was tough, God saved me and protected me. I prayed every morning and every night.

The last 6 weeks were good. I was starting to be more on my own and I was getting better at making phone calls and my documentation was in top shape.  Written work is always my strong suit. I know God planted this seed for a reason. I am good at this job and I received a good review from my supervisors saying that I will be a great occupational therapist one day. I loved that comment.

To say the least, the last week was hard. I was teaching a new student. I remembered my first week and how I wished I would have had someone point things out to me. I just hope I encouraged and helped her as much as I felt like she needed it. Also the last week was so rewarding! I did two evaluations by myself and wrote up all the paperwork in a timely manner. I was so proud of myself.  I also learned that hanging with other students was amazing! I loved talking about work and them actually understanding what I talked about and loved hanging with people my own age.  Friday was hectic and I was so tired. I made it through and that is all that matters. I found out I passed the final and then I received some gifts and had to say final goodbyes.
Surprisingly, I learned that I loved outpatient and learning about lymphedema. If you don’t know what lymphedema is, google it or ask me if you have some free time. I also learned about myself that knowledge is power and that I will probably get certified in lymphedema therapy.

What’s next?
  • Study, study, study!
  • Graduate in December.
  • Take the Boards.
  • Pass the Boards.
  • Find a job.


Tips:
  • ·      Live each day for that day.
  • ·         Prayer is powerful.
  • ·         Jesus ALWAYS protects!

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