I don't know why inspiration escapes me until I am laying in bed, trying to drift off to sleep. I want to share some insight I had yesterday.
I was so bored and was waiting for midnight to come. I kept thinking in my head, "I just wish someone would talk to me." But the voice in my head got louder and louder like almost to the point I was screaming in my head. I almost posted this plea on facebook but didn't. I just sat in the chair and no one said anything to me.
Then this thought crossed my head later that night, what if what I was feeling is how Jesus feels when He wants us to talk to Him. He is screaming at us, wanting us to share our hearts, but we just choose not to. I know He is always there for me, but that night I felt alone.
I have really been being shown how much relationships are so important. It makes me sad how many friendships have gone by the wayside because they just stop connecting or other reasons that come up in life. I know God is in control and that he leads us to certain friendships and takes us out of relationships for a certain reasons too.
If God has the plans, stop trying to drive, He wants to take us there too. It is not a simple process and I am still learning to give him the control of my life. Do you ever try doing things by yourself? Only to realize that it was a huge mistake...God is the only reason life can go smoothly.
These are my thoughts tonight. Hope you all are well. And remember God is good, all the time and All the time God is good.
